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Anger

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 15, 2009, 8:26 PM
I'm drowning. Simple huh? Right there in the title. I'm also afraid. I don't think I'm afraid of what they'll say so much as... I'm afraid of what I'll say. I'm afraid of this monster that lives in my head. It's like.... a dragon. No not a dragon. Those are simply mythical animals with a purpose. They aren't evil and never were. They eat young maidens because it's their nature to do so. No. This thing in me is no dragon. It's a thing past an animal. It is evil. It's a part of me that was never let out. A part of me that I have stifled my whole life, but with every word and strike of the hand it grew. It keeps growing. I need to learn control. Constant control. I must constantly keep myself in check or this monster will swallow me and everyone around me. It could kill and it would without a moments hesitation. My monster is quick, concise, and thorough. It won't leave witnesses. It won't give you a moment to scream. It will destroy everyone before they know what's happening. The blink of an eye, a moment of anger or rage is all it would take. Then the beast would rise and take control again. I can't keep letting things go, but I can't let the monster take care of it. I have to find a balance to it. A way to show them... No one knows about the monster. What would they think if they did?

  • Mood: Shitty

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  • Interests: Art, photography, poetry, animals, kids
  • Favourite band or musician: I love music... nuff said
  • Favourite genre of music: Gotta love rock but I like almost everything when the mood strikes me
  • Favourite artist: hmmm not sure but Georgia O'Keeffe was pretty awesome
  • Favourite poet or writer: I love Robert Frost and William Blake stuff as well as Poe
  • Personal Quote: "Don't ever compromise who you are just because someone else has a problem with it."

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:iconsp00kish:
im sorry for favng like a million things but all of your poems were so captivating and inspirational.

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:iconpoetryfreak108:
Well thank you! I appreciate your enthusiasm!
:iconsp00kish:
i drew a sketch about the poem 'bunny'... [link]

its just something... i was hoping to make it into a colored piece, if you dont mind.

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:ohnoes:
:iconb1gfan:
Great stuff Amber :D and welcome to dA - it's always great to see new poetry going up and yours is very good!
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Okay, first things first - you'll need to fill out your stats and info. You can do that by going to Edit Profile.

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:iconmetallover130:
WAHAHAHAHAAAAAA I FOUND YOUUUUUUUU!!!!!! :D

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